The Weighing of the Heart
This stuff was true.The next day was one of panic - Seraphim (my mate of the moment), few days before, had offered me a feather, Anubis, prophecized my coming destiny in the Chapel, my mentor always said "the Chapel is at the crossroads", but which crossroads exactly? I freaked out and was confused still when, that Friday, a few months ago, something happened which would be a great helper for me through challenges of the Chapel.
From the base of my spine to my brain back to my whole body, I received the blessing of the Serpent Fire - the Kundalini awakening. Shaking for two hours, at a loss in this cloud of bliss, I learnt later it is a karma burner and normalizes the action of karma.
... So that same night, when the Goddess I now knew as Sekhmet came to visit me in a dream I'll always remember, I was better prepared. But still, as we were walking on the sea of clouds again, I wondered... asked her "Goddess, will I soon be ready for the weighing of the heart?" She smiled, turned back... and I saw the astral light clear everything around me as she sliced my chest open with her trident, and took my heart out of it.
Around me, what I thought was a sea of cloud really was Axis Mundi, the center of the universe, and in front of me, that gigantic door and mountain sized Chapel... ...Was the actual Chapel Perilous - known to some as Mount Olympus, to some others as the Halls of Amenti. Speechless I went in, and passed the first two proofs of the Chapel in a row. Anubis, Ma'at, Thoth, Sekhmet all were present when my heart was weighed pure of karma.
Then the sirens started torturing me with their melodies, while Seraphim was dreaming as a spectator of the scene. Me, I had to stand still where I was, in that second room full of water and sirens. Their songs would have driven me mad, hadn't I understood that...
What seemed to me a burden, that position, really was a privilege. Suddenly, the song of sirens lost all power on me, remained only its pure beauty. And here I was, equipped with the Swords of Truth and Purity.
Back to some place between the mental and astral with Sekhmet, I looked below, the dark veil which was hiding a bit of the Yggdrasil vanished, and I saw its beautiful astral blue light. Saw the Dark Dragon in me, and he turned to grey. Having mastered these elements, I begun my journey as the Head of Dragons. The prophecy of Anubis was coming true - and in the following days, I learnt a whole lot about Egyptian mythology, out of a sudden passion. But what had happened in between? Over 300M years reincarnating in several bodies and eras?
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